4am

Argh, I was totally going to write something about videogames tonight, but I’m actually busy. Maybe tomorrow.

For now: SimCity 2013 is everything that is wrong with modern videogame development, and Far Cry 3 is a failure of caused by lack of focus and writing skill.

4am

So, this is the new thing I’m trying out. Because “New Year’s”. I’ve done this every year, actually, so I don’t have high hopes for this continuing for very long.

Anyway, my idea is to just write for an hour every day. I’m doing overnight shifts at work, and because my body doesn’t like change I’ve been up all night every night. This is mostly fine, I don’t like going out or seeing people; but has meant I see less of Hillary, which has affected me more than I thought it would.

Days that I work, I see Hil for an hour, if I’m lucky, and obviously that’s rough, but even the days that I’m off we only spend 6 or 7 hours together. That may sound like plenty of time, but I’ve been used to spending literally every waking moment with her (for at least a couple of days straight).

My wife is my best friend. I rely on her presence so much that I have a hard time enjoying anything if she’s not in the same room I am. Last night I played a few rounds of Counter Strike until I remembered how terrible I am at it and how not-fun that is, then sat trying to think of something to do, then started Counter Strike again. “But Desire” you ask, “what about those other games you like: Far Cry 2 and 3, Max Payne 3, XCOM 2012, The Walking Dead, Dishonored, Sleeping Dogs, Borderlands 2 (written by the electrifying Anthony Burch), FTL, Skyrim, etcetera?” It turns out, I forget how to have fun without my wife. Weirdly, it seems to scale with how far away she is, physically, from me at any given time. I’m most able to enjoy things when we’re both in the same room, and I’m usually okay if she’s just asleep upstairs but I get a little restless, and when she’s out of the house I sometimes start pacing back and forth.

That brings me to the second way not seeing Hillary has hurt me: being crazy. Less time with Hillary means less time available to talk about my feelings and experiences. Not only do I have less opportunity to talk to my wife to get her to help me through my own emotions, but because out time together is limited, I try to not talk about it so our time together can be as positive and fun as possible.

So, that’s my meandering way of explaining the reason for this project. Maybe just writing something down will help work through issues. Maybe it won’t. Can’t hurt, right?

 

 

Busy doing nothing

So what’s Desire been doing? Well we went up to check out the new place, and while it didn’t blow us away, it’ll do just fine. Plus, North Bay is beautiful. Beaches everywhere, and benches, and parks. No decent grocery stores, but at least I’ll have a proper kitchen.

Other than that, I’ve been trying to sort out my Ranma music collection . It’s shocking how much of the music is poorly, or just isn’t, documented. I’m working through Fighting Songs Karuta right now and none of the documentation I’ve found has the complete track titles with the performing character names, and all the pronunciation katakana is missing, and half the song titles are either untranslated (and are beyond my skill) or poorly translated (badly enough that even I can tell it’s wrong).

But getting everything sorted and categorized is a great feeling of accomplishment.

Other than that, I’ve been listening to some old Jesse Dangerously music, particularly “Aww Shucks” from ’07 over and over again.

Phew. Let’s see, what else? Um, I just got around to seeing Avengers. Fantastic stuff. And until last week I’d been playing an ass-load of Skyrim, super excited for Dawnguard.

Anyway, back to Ranma.

 

Toyble DBAF Volume 3 HQ re-release

Thanks to Tomac66‘s great scans, I’ve re-done the third volume of Toyble’s DBAF, and fixed some stuff from the first volume (again). Head over to the Projects Page to check it out.

Volume 4 is currently awaiting translations for the last half. The “volume 4″ currently available is the blue-cover “25 page + Final Chapter” version that stops at page 41 and includes the “final chapter” with Kame Sennin story-telling. I’m currently waiting on translations for the remaining pages so I can repack the release. I’ve already finished re-cleaning volume 4 and the “final chapter” to match the HD releases (levels-balanced, 1800px high, sound-effects transliterated).

Unfortunately, my regular translator for the project is too busy currently. If you are able to translate japanese, please do so and I’ll be able to get this volume out! :)

Dear diary

Heeeeeeeeeeeey, it’s Desiré again. Update time:

First, I’m officially “Mr. Richards-Campbell” now. It was actually really quick and easy; we went into the Service Ontario, stood in three lines for a total of two minutes, and filled out a couple of forms (that amounted to “what’s your name now? what would you like it to be instead?”). The lines moved so fast we had to excuse ourselves to finish filling out our forms, which were only one page. Continue reading

Breaking Bad

So, Hillary’s off to Cancun this week (cloudy and still 27°C) so it’s just me and Amelia. I’ve just finished Mass Effect and moved on to Mass Effect 2 (I named my Shepard after my wife but they’re so different it’s weird now; Shepard never smiles and is mean to a lot of people). Continue reading